It’s been over a month since the accident and I’m still in so much pain. Mentally and physically. The pain meds aren’t working and I can’t sleep. I thought by now the panic attacks and nightmares would be done but it seems each day is getting worse. I can’t sleep unless I take a sleeping […]
MoreIt’s easy to focus on the negative. To say, nothing good ever happens to me, when something goes wrong. Why does God hate me? Why does He not want me to be happy? I’ve been focusing a lot on the negative lately. The car accident, medical stuff, family stuff, financial stuff. A whole lot of stuff. […]
MoreSometimes (okay more than sometimes) it can be extremely difficult to stay positive, especially in crappy situations. Well lately most everything that escapes my mouth has been negative and filled with fear. I don’t like not being in control, and these past few weeks I have been very not in control of the situation. So […]
MoreThe world is a daunting place, filled with miserable nonsense and unfair situations. I didn’t ask to be born into this nightmare. And I am certainly not trying to stay in these unfair situations. They just happen. The phrase, “This too shall pass…” has become meaningless to me. As soon as one trial passes, another […]
More*If this post doesn’t make any sense, I’m so sorry, I can barely think straight.* Long story short: Got into a nasty car accident this morning, had to go to tow lot to pick up all the crap out of my car. Fire department disconnected my battery and taped everything up at the site. So […]
MoreThis is the three hundred and nineteenth time I am attempting to sit down and get through this post without breaking down into a mess of tears. Here we go. There are so many years worth of pain hidden deep within me – it’s so much more comfortable to live with it than to work […]
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